Judson Scott - Fan Fiction "Do You Know Who You Are?"

DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE?

(A Plea to Judson Scott)

Do you know who you are? Yes, of course. You're the actor Judson Scott. Though even you have to admit that playing Bennu wasn't "just a job." In interviews you yourself have admitted that you felt that you've "been training all my life to play the role." And, after reading for the part, you also felt that "somebody's been reading my diary." Never mind how you actually learned of the role! Obviously The Light MEANT for you to play Bennu.

You never lie to others. Be as truthful to yourself. During the filming of the pilot, didn't you wish that you had Bennu's Powers so you could help others? Of course! And so you gave The Light permission to use you as He intended - as a Healer, just as you wished.

And that is why people have written things in fan magazines - and perhaps told you to your face - that you find bewildering, bizarre, and perhaps even offensive. For you ARE a Healing matrix.

"Hey, wait a minute! I am NOT Bennu! My medallion is an inert work of art," you say. Of course that's true. You are who you are, which is exactly what you're supposed to be.

"But I'm not doing anything! I'm just going about my life being myself!" Again you are correct. According to your interviews you worked hard (mostly in your teens, I gather) at becoming that person, and have continued to work at improving yourself. And what you ARE is sufficient.

"Ridiculous! Are you saying that God chose ME to help do His work? WHY??"

No, it isn't ridiculous. The Light is wise beyond mortal understanding and chose you because He knew that you would, of your own free will, make the correct choices to become what you are. Granted, watching a science fiction show is certainly an unlikely way to find Healing - especially since The Light has used your rather astonishing physical appearance as a way to get most of those He has chosen to be helped by this Path to keep watching the show!

But He has quite a sense of humor, and I, for one, appreciate very much the "practical joke" aspect of the help I prayed for. I assure you, I NEVER could have imagined that it would work this way! But it certainly works for me, and for a surprising number of others.

"I STILL don't believe it!" Well, I can't say I blame you. But all you have to do to reactivate your being a Healing matrix is agree that IF it is true, you will accept your fate. Just be ready this time for being told how much you've helped others - and the likely peculiar Path that help will take.

Oh, one more thing. There is a title that goes along with this job. Yes, I know, you don't like titles, but others WILL use it. Just smile when they do, for they mean it in gratitude and love, and it certainly fits you. Do you know who you are? I do. You ARE The Phoenix, and this world badly needs the Healing you can bring to it.